Yo .
to the ppl out there and i don't want to say names.u don't have to care what i do now.u and me.we are not like before.u tried to control my life once and i don't think u notice that.and i'm not going to let that happened again.directly or indirectly.u stay far from me.u didn't even know whether i'm at home with my family or outside with my friends.so just shut the hell up bitch.don't think you are so perfect.you are actually one selfish person i've known.you don't think bout others but only bout yrself.and stop being so childish.grow up.you even have the guts to say that u are good, kind.ooh mann..stop lying.i wish to the guys who wanted to know her luck aite.she have not show her true colours yet.
ps.dun assume if u've got no idea who im talkin aboutPeace.
Yo.
Now i was stuck to this song 'breaking my heart' by Ilbril.its nice la ok.im still tryin on my first song.just a try out.i'll let u guys hear once im done with it.haha! so ya..im bored now.i dun even have the inspiration to update this blog.tryin my best here.haha! mas and ipan..congrats la to the both of u.at last ipan sound.so now sis..ape2 skrg confirm ngan ipan.haha! ipan, kau jage dia baik2.kalo tk the devils tron cari kau! haha! mcm mane nye fierce je aku.blh tahan ar.
the past few days i've been stayin at home doin nothin.seriously nothing k.boring.bored.mendak. everything la.don't ask.
the cage.
the devils crewday: friday
time: 2-6pm
pitch: 3
ps:nk tron,tron. tknk tron suda. tk pakse. tk cerewet. k bye!Peace.
Yo.
i realised something.i spent more time with my friends now than with my family.its not good.i know.so been a good son/brother i gonna stay at home and be with my family.i do miss them actually even though we're under one roof.i need the love, care and concern from them.maybe they are but i don't see it.but to those reading this, it don't really matter what u think of me.and i'm not a SNAG.u know what does that mean? it means Sensitive-New-Age Guy.haha! and i'm not one those type.not even near to one.haha! not like some of my peeps.they are so sensitive the last few days.but who cares? as long as they don't disturb me.i dun give a damn shit bout it.that's their life.they control their own life.if they aren't happy with their own life den that's their problem.if i care so much about their happiness den who's the one who going to care about my happiness.i dun think any of u will.maybe u'll say that u will but eventually it remains as false hope.i've got plenty of that before.crappy shit.
sometimes in life u'll get what u want and sometimes u don't.it all depends on the situation actually.if its fated den thats good.same goes to relationships. sometimes u'll look everywhere for a great companion.and if u find one that u think is perfect den sooner or later he/she will go.leave u alone.all alone in ur darkest time.and maybe the one that u think is so super duper irritating would come and brighten ur life with the love that u didn't even wish.that's life.kite merancang tuhan menentukan.u cant changed that.so for now i gonna continue with my life.just enjoy everything anything.especially with my family.i love them and at the same time i miss them.
Peace.
Yo.
so what now.what am i supposed to update.on my life? no way.ppl will get bored reading it and eventually they will fall asleep.haha! I'm not saying that i got a boring life but its not important actually.as long as im enjoying my life den thats good enough actually.
hajar the manje. manje kan hajar.
i told hajar that i'm going to write nice things about her in this entry.haha!
maybe some of u know her and some of u don't.
this friend of mine, i dunno how is she now.haha!
its been quite some time since i met her.
the last time i dunno when.haha!
she always said that she very the jambu la manje la.
but to me..her jambuness is ok la.
bkn nk ckp dia nie lawa giler ar.
tapi acceptable la.
syukur ngan ciptaan tuhan.
she the type of gerl that all the guys want (ni part seriously aku bohong.haha!)
she's fun.very the perasan.
suke nah puji diri sendiri.haha!
eh..da la.da cukop nie.tk leh lebih2.haha!
hey sis..u noe wat.that gerl is now attached la seh.haha! i get my advance bdae pressie already.its cool.i like it.haha! Random.
i went to scape yesterday.for some hip hop gig thingy.its so gerek.to fara and zuli..u just missed one great event mann.haha! the dance, the battle, the rappin. its was freakin awesome.especially dance by styles from beyond.terplanting !! tk blh angkat.how i wish i can dance as good as them.haha! nvr mind.practice, practice and practice.the 3 Ps.
Peace.
Yo.
i got this idea of friends.the ones that will be with u thru thick and thins and the other one is the one that will be with u only when ur not in needs.selfish? yes.but thats life.i just found out when one of my frens did this to me.im not goin to say out names.that would be bad.and ya.dis fren of mine will actually seek for my help when he/she were having probs.and left me alone when im having probs.how bad can he/she be.i've got no idea.im not angry.but i just don't understand why.its quite frustrating actually when u think bout it.thats bout it.im not going to talk more about it.dun worry friend..im not angry.
buddy..i pick u up at around 2.45 aite.Random.
Peace.
Yo.
tues i went to fullerton.wit the bishanians plus yana,ain and the baby haney.i love dat lil girl so much but she's scared of me coz i made her cry.haha! sori baby.so whenever yana is der..my days would be just as fun.coz she nvr fail to make me smile.i told dat before.hah.
and wed i went to vivo city.wit ky,kid,acit,izah,fara.thanks eh kid.call aku last min.time aku masi tdo.baik ar kau.aku suke sak.haha!ky bought a bear for syirah.so sweet.the bear is so cute.i gonna buy it for my future gf.haha.soon after dat we went to eat at banquet and off to fullerton...again.haha.izah went home.ape daa alik.tkpe2.lain kali kite lepak lagi.and so my bros came down.aly,acap,fik.had so much fun wit dem.plus zuli and fara.zuli, kau tkmo ckp kau mendak lagi eh.haha! u noe i noe.and as usual i get bored halfway.so let the pics do the talkin now.
the devils !
buddies forever !
the kuzsion !
otw to fullerton
the bear named .. k i forgot
had some conversation wit that gerl
sori a*** haha !
otw to marina square
played pool at marina square
Peace.
Yo.
nadhir..dun worry bro.i noe ur strong enough to go thru all this.we're all praying hard here for u here to see u recover.jgn pikir sngt psl motor kau.pikir psl diri kau.get well soon.
Peace.
Yo.
happy.very happy.dats the word to dat describe my feelings right now.yippee.my buddy and ain really make my day today.love dem to bits la seh.yana yana.she nvr fail to make me smile everytime we met.haha.had so much fun today.and im sori for being late.haha.
and dis is wat yana sms me after dat.
"Buddy, you always made me happy sehh!=) Anw, today was filled with lots of PURE laughter and joy. Something that i have not experience for quite sometime already.
Thanks buddy.
Sayang kamu!"
Saya sayang kamu jgk sih!
and ya accounts paper sucks.and im the first to hand in the paper.haha.everybody was like so shocked la seh.haha.its so damn freakin hard.tkpe la eh.yg suda tu suda.tkya dikenang lagi.now its time to enjoy my holidays.haha.
straight after paper i went home get changed and im out again to fullerton.haha.just chill der wit yana,ain,kid.the rest sat inside starbucks to study.so dun wanna disturb them.haha.mcm phm je.padahal2.we talk,camwhore,sing.mcm2 ar.haha.full of laughter.around 9 plus me,yana,and ain went to esplanade.jln2 tgk org romance.haha.dats wat we always do when we are at esplanade.haha.crap.mepek.met the bishanians right after i send my 2 sweet lovely gerlfren of mine to the traffic light.and then we went straight home.mendak la seh alik siang.haha.tapi tkpe.mcm biase jgk.gi study corner jumpe the d-devils.da lame gak ar tk elek ngan drg.haha.rindu jgk.haha.
sis.im so happy.haha.u noe i noe la eh.haha.like wat u say dat u are extremely craaazy to the max of all extreminisation from the extremism! haha.da giler.tapi tkpe la eh.haha.me too da crazzzyyy.haha.
Peace.
Yo.
accounts paper today at 3.why the hell is the paper at 3? shit mann.its so damn late.actually im scared la.hah.lame shit.i noe.but its crappy la.why cant they make it at 8.30 like they always do? its ok den.just reach der before 3.do the paper.and im off.yerp2.
i went studyin yesterday at fullerton.actually the planned was me and imran only.but den there was ky,fara,acit,kid.i reached there at around 5.and ya.as usual.im late.hah.studied accounts and tried to do some of the qn which eventually i got it right.hah.isnt that an achievement? we studied till 9 and we're off to have our dinner.i didnt eat as i got aint no cash with me.even though im effin hungry.da nk kebulor nye.hah.tap step ar tk lapar.mcm biase jgk.hah.
time now is 1pm.i gonna wash up.revise a lil bit more of accounts and im off to sch.
Peace out.
Yo.
this is just a random update by me.been busy studyin lately.im so stressed out.stats paper sucks big time man.left 1 qn blank as i've got no idea wats was dat all about.omg.how am i supposed to pass dat paper.relax dil.2 down.1 more to go.tmr accountin paper den its holiday.great.
sis.u noe my secret aye.hah.its all up to me actually.nvr mind.i'll just go with the flow like i said to you before and see how it goes.u noe everything.hah.watever happens kan im goin to move on.hah.really? mcm phm je.
fullerton here i come.hah.lame shit.ok.dats the place i've been goin to study.wit ma bishan braders and sisters.ky, im, acit, apis, kid, fara, zuli, kin, saz.nice place i could say.the bishanians.tapi bkn fullerton hotel.hah.fullerton hotel nye opposite.kwang3.
got some pics.nk upload ke tknk.kla2.upload la.gi tgk puas2.
ok fara.i noe wat u noe and sori babe u cant read my diary.hah.its too confidential.maybe i could tell u some of its contents.so at least its fair.u noe mine and i noe urs.isn't dat cool?
Peace out.
Yo.
narie aku tkde mood nk tulis eng .
so tulis melayu la .
org melayu la katekan .
bahasa melambangkan bangsa . ceh !
hahaha !
da 2 hari aku sakit .
fri da start demam . gi skola jap je .
kul 10 aku da jln . da tk blh angkat ar .
rabakkkk ..
alik ape lagi tdo ar .
kul 12 gitu angon alik .
nk gi solat pastu gi tgk drg main cage .
actually aku pon main gak tapi sebab da sakit terpaksa la dok tepi je .
tgk drg main pon ade jgk rase mcm nk main .
tapi kepale da berat giler ar .
ade besi kat dlm ar aku rase .
msg la si fara tanye dia katne .
sempat jgk aku suro dia belikan panadol ngan mineral water .
tunggu nye tunggu tk smpai2 .
dpt tau si kin yg lambat .
kin kin ..
lepas da mkn panadol ade la rase kurang sikit .
alhamdullilah .
kin and fara .. thanks eh jage aku . sayang krg giler babs .
hahaha !
da lepas main cage , gi mkn kat marine parade .
aku mkn sikit je . tkde selera .
aku kalo sakit memang rabakkk ..
ape blh buat .
ok tau krg pon da penat bace .
so skrg tgk je la gambar2 nie .
my 2 sweet lovely gf
Peace.
Yo.
found dis pic when i was browsin thru all ma pics .
love it yaw !
haha !
taken wit acap .
13 tahun beb
ok acap .
bsk main cage kite 2 je .
yg lain tk leh make it .
so ako main keeper .
yg lain ko handle .
baikkkkkkk ..
Peace.