Yo.
i realised something.i spent more time with my friends now than with my family.its not good.i know.so been a good son/brother i gonna stay at home and be with my family.i do miss them actually even though we're under one roof.i need the love, care and concern from them.maybe they are but i don't see it.but to those reading this, it don't really matter what u think of me.and i'm not a SNAG.u know what does that mean? it means Sensitive-New-Age Guy.haha! and i'm not one those type.not even near to one.haha! not like some of my peeps.they are so sensitive the last few days.but who cares? as long as they don't disturb me.i dun give a damn shit bout it.that's their life.they control their own life.if they aren't happy with their own life den that's their problem.if i care so much about their happiness den who's the one who going to care about my happiness.i dun think any of u will.maybe u'll say that u will but eventually it remains as false hope.i've got plenty of that before.crappy shit.
sometimes in life u'll get what u want and sometimes u don't.it all depends on the situation actually.if its fated den thats good.same goes to relationships. sometimes u'll look everywhere for a great companion.and if u find one that u think is perfect den sooner or later he/she will go.leave u alone.all alone in ur darkest time.and maybe the one that u think is so super duper irritating would come and brighten ur life with the love that u didn't even wish.that's life.kite merancang tuhan menentukan.u cant changed that.so for now i gonna continue with my life.just enjoy everything anything.especially with my family.i love them and at the same time i miss them.
Peace.
